No one will ever know how I feel.
For I cannot even explain it all.
Nobody to love.
Nobody to blame.
Everyone always the same.
Nothing to care about.
No reason to lie.
For I am me, myself, and I.
No ones sees what I see.
Nobody left to care for me.
It's kind of sad knowing what's true,
cause then you know who's there for you.
Most of them just put on that act.
A lot of them talk bad about me behind my back.
Thanks for making me feel this way,
there's nothing more I should have to say.
All the times I was alone,
makes me feel weird when someone's home.
No family for support,
No friends to care.
People wonder why I don't go anywhere.
Every night crying myself to sleep,
Sometimes I wish someone loved me.
The pain never ends.
Sitting in a empty spare room.
No one to talk to about how I feel.
No one to ask me what I feel.
Is anyone out there in this harsh world we live in?
Sometimes I begin to wonder.
Sometimes I'm harsh on myself.
So always remember keep your head up,
Because another door is opened everytime one is shut.
Above all that I could wish for, I just want to be good to my creator. Always listen to what He tells me to. And to always please Him in everything that I do. Sometimes, there's day I was so busy I forget Him. And there's time I felt my heart terrified I spent my whole night pleading. If only I never get tempt so easily. Help me not to do something that I might regret. Help me to change.
I want to make lots of friends
I want to be happy
Make the best of everything
I want to live in the moment
Forget about the past
I want to forget it all
Let's start anew !
Let's start it all over again !
Indeed, Allah will not change the condition of a people until they change what is in themselves
(13 : 11)